Sixth.

I am not really aware of those dates although, I remember almost exactly what happened that day.  How I met who, then how the other was added to the group. What she wore, where we went, where we ate, my first impressions. 

It’s Hon who reminded me.  Us.

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Then we talked about something we never talked about before. Something we never talked about with anyone else before. Something all of us realized we never wanted to tell anyone. Too risky. Too personal. Too intimate. Too special? Not, necessarily...

“Why do we talk about these things anyway?”

“Because we NEED an outlet. ” “Because we could learn from each other.” “Because we learn about each other.”

Adult talk. No more inhibitions. That’s growth. Maturity. Acceptance.

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Personal secrets are indeed the HEAVIEST to bear.  Why do we keep those anyway?

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There will always come a time that it will become too heavy for you because eventually water will start to flood your soul without you realizing it. Someone needs to break the barrier. Someone may be needed to save you from drowning.

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Hmm, makes me think - Friday would be the right day to “self-entertain” (one of the suggestions to survive school).  I’m not too keen on joining the organizations yet (I want to familiarize myself first and know what lies beneath the pretty facade of marketing), so I want to spend this doing something different - something unschool related, something loving, explore and *hopefully* try something new.

Yes, I always need to rediscover life - because sometimes, I still forget. =)

Remind me, always.

Gracias.